Im coming back from long time no post..
Today, i just wanna tell everything just for you dad.
what my life happened today and before.
I Miss you.
This what wont change forever as after you left me for a better place.
Im doing good dad, sure im doing good.
But i miss everything between us.
im crying all day missing you until when old men walk by me, im imagined they always you.
Mom needs you now dad. Help me to recover all her pains from losing you.
She's no longer stronger than i would say before dad but she does try to look strong over me.
When our last eyes to eyes dad, i remember how you look at me, and it will always be remembered dad especially when im looking at mom before my farewell to go to college. it reminds me all over again.
Dad, i promise you! to be a better son. i pomise.
Dad, haha just wanna tell you, the girl i used to like and care of before until now and i showed you before now clapped my hand. How im happy and yeah i do wanna tell you the day im coming back but you're not there. its okay dad. But dad, she's good, nice and even know how to comfort me. She teaches me a lot until today.
Dad, i promise myself to marry her if Allah wills us.
Today, our family also do good dad. They become better day by day. May Allah has granted all your prayers.
Dad. Be happy there.Until we meet again. Bye.
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